ok then well since u all read it heres a update on my life: i am no longer going to kettering i'm now in mott community college, me and mike are no more and probably never will be again  but i guess its for the best i mean if we were meant to be then we would be together so i just have to assume this is right u know? my dad left us this summer but i'm still living at the house with my step-mom and kelsey its been really hard i personally don't give a shit but its ben really hard on the two of them and i'm here to clean up his mess..but whatelse is new.  i am sorry i never get to talk to anyone but i work full time and go to school full time so it pretty hard to find time to eat or sleep let alone talk to everyone *pout* but i am coming home for chirstmas and possibly my birthday so if anyone wants to throw a bad ass party i'm always up for some drinkin!  lets see whatelse....i think everyone knows but if not i finally got a tattoo like 5 or 6 months ago!! yay i want more lol they are so addictive.  i was just thinking and i kind of skewed things up top there me and mike are not officially a couple anymore but we do both still love eachother very much its just hard for us to justify a relationship considering neither one of us have enough time to talk or see eachother considering we live 6 hours apart.  the whole thing was just adding to much unnecessary stress.  hmmmm i don't think i left anything out...if u know i did let me know and i'll elaboate for everyone else.

i love you guys!! i miss u all too! *muah* *i kow 2 of u were girls but...u know u liked it! lol)